Magnemite by Vincent Atomico
“You say ‘amateur’ as if it was a dirty word. ‘Amateur’ comes from the Latin word ‘amare’, which means to love. To do things for the love of it.” — Mozart in the Jungle ♡ “The greater the artist, the greater the doubt. Perfect confidence is granted to the less talented as a consolation prize.” — Robert Huges ♡ “If it is important enough to you, you will find a way. If it is not, you will find an excuse.” ♡ “Never make fun of someone’s passion, because that’s the thing that saves them from the world.” ♡ “When something is right for you, it will give you energy. That’s how you know.” ♡

Lil Nas X - Leaks Archive ▼

If you're a fan of Lil Nas X, you might be aware that he often intentionally leaks music to his Soundcloud, Twitter, and via other more mysterious means. In my opinion, some of LNX's leaks are his best songs, and it sucks that they're unknown, not on Spotify, and not getting the attention I feel they deserve. I will be building out this archive of his leaked music to make it easy for me to access when I want to listen to some of my favourite songs, to stop losing them when they're taken down from YouTube, and to hopefully help others discover these amazing tracks.

The files themselves are hosted on the Internet Archive. Lyrics will be posted here too, along with some of my personal thoughts about the tracks. If they should ever be officially released by his label, I will of course take them down.

I Pray You Feel Alone (3:28)

Lyrics


Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh
Yeah, yeah


He said he wanna dump me, bruh
“Don't really wanna fall in love”
How dare this nigga rob me of
How dare this nigga rob me of my days
Didn't even fucking call me up
Somebody get this fraud nigga away
Somebody get this fraud nigga, this flawed nigga
And you, you let me spend all this time
Tryna get (Tryna get) on the phone (On the phone)
Figure out what the fuck you've been on
You shoulda just said it from the get-go
Why let me spend this time
Tryna get (Tryna get it) on the phone (On thе phone)
Thinkin' bout, thinkin, "Man, where thе fuck did I go wrong?"


No, he don't like to call no more in the morning
Sending me these love and heart emojis
Asking "What you doin'? Where you goin'?"
I pray to fucking God you're feeling lonely
I pray you feel alone, I pray you feel alone for a long time
I pray you feel alone, I pray you feel alone in the limelight


Yeah, prayers to the man
He blessed you good, I hope he take you out that Benz
You ain't no G, take them G's off your plans
Real G's gon' love you, real G's gon' love you
Not just say it 'cause they can, and love you
More than a month, more than a month, more than a month, uh
You knowin' that you're wrong, knowin' that you're wrong


No, he don't like to call no more in the morning
Sending me these love and heart emojis
Asking "What you doin'? Where you goin'?"
I pray to fucking God you're feeling lonely
I pray you feel alone, I pray you feel alone for a long time
I pray you feel alone, I pray you feel alone in the limelight


Uh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh


No, he don't like to call no more in the morning
Sending me these love and heart emojis
Asking "What you doin'? Where you goin'?"
I pray to fucking God you're feeling lonely
I pray you feel alone, I pray you feel alone for a long time
I pray you feel alone, I pray you feel alone in the limelight

My thoughts on this track: This has been in my top three songs of all time since I first heard it. There's just something so perfect about the melody, the heartbreak in LNX's voice, and the way he delivers "I pray to fucking god you feel alone" with that hurt, echoing high note. Oof... Who hurt you, LNX? Who hurt you?